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Description: " ... ꜰᴇᴇʟꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴡᴇ ʜᴀᴅ ᴍᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ᴡᴏᴜɴᴅꜱ ʙᴜᴛ ᴍɪɴᴇ'ꜱ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ʙʀᴜɪꜱᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱ ɪꜱ ᴘᴇʀꜰᴇᴄᴛʟʏ ꜰɪɴᴇ ... "
This song was in my head for a long time. So I finally decided to edit it! And oh potato. But hey, hey and hello! Those last months have really a big impact on me. I finally decided to break my overthinking and finally edits a right vents and just talk about this. Like, no one knows what might happen tomorrow. So I could also just wrote what I have in mind. I am really exhausted and I hate how everything is breaking more and more lately. Like WORLD CAN I FIX ONE THING AND BE HAPPY ABOUT IT FOR A MORE THEN A SECOND!? I am not strong... really I can't handle all this shit you bring towards me. I am tired.
So yeah I am tired, mad how my live is going lately but also relieved because many stressfull events ended (like Uni, roomates, toxic friends) For now... I really don't see myself well... And no not because of my eye sight... It's just... I really hate myself. For me I am just ugly creature... dirty, disgusting one. No matter what I will do in future... I will not clean my past... and that's terrfied me.
BUT OH WELL! ABOUT EDIT! The scene with Geto and Gojo (let's not talk how absolutely this ship destroy me) but it remind me, how much even the closest people around you don't noticed how much you stuggle. And struggle with decisions. How much you already though about thousand others choices, ways. BUT THEY NOTICED A MOMENT YOU FINALLY DECIDED TO MOVE ON AND DO YOUR WAY! THEY SUDENLY COMING BACK TO YOU AND ARE LIKE "HOW DARE YOU!?! EXPLAIN YOUR BEHAVIOUR!?!? YOU'RE MONSTER FOR BEHAVING LIKE THAT!"
...
You're shitty friend if you ever made your friend feel like something worse... or monster. ESPECIALLY after they point out many times how shitty they see themself.
Just saying.
ALSO TRUST ME! People giving the signs something is off. Just listen and especially if they are your friend... You will know. Also just respect ofc other people but especially your friends. Don't make them feel like shit. Don't tell them straight away how much you think they suck IF YOU DO EVERYTHING LATER TO KEEP THEM WITH YOU! Ofc with making them feel quilty.. just saying.. IT'S TOXIC!!! (please It took me 2 years to realized in which situation I am.. and I am still trying to heal myself from that relationship)
Also I am talking here about "friends". People who only pretend to be your friends but they are just toxic. Don't worry if you're good! Pat pat.
So yeah... I... I am honestly so impressed by Geto (no not the kiiling part... although... it is what it is) But the way how long he stayed with them all. How long he wanted to find other path. It was not the "I will start to murder tomorrow" No. He though about this. He just wanted the fastest way to make his friends to finally be save. LISTEN IT'S ANIME CHARACTER I CAN DEFEND HIM! If you will come to me and be like "WHAT IF REAL PERSON WOULD DO THIS?" Then I am sorry for you to not see diffrerence between real world and anime. And yeah, sometimes you can't do things in clean gloves. Sometimes you need to become a demon so others might be free and live better lifes then you did. Sometimes demons are needed to destroy the old rules and create a new road for others. Also... I love how this season shows how both of them deal with the Riko thing. I am not saying Gojo is bad friend (I MADE THE EDIT FOR MY VENT!) I absolutely think they both were just too young to survive all this! Thats why I am with Geto! TREAT SORCERESS BETTER BITCHES! I still cry about Haibara p.p Gojo did what he though will be the best! HE TRAIN SO HE WILL NEVER FAIL ANYONE!!! And Geto, did what he though will save others in future. So yeah... I absolutely love them. And I cry so hard p.p
Thank you for dealing with me p.p Enjoy the edit!
Now... I need to go to sleep... as always I fuck my sleep schedule... I just sudenly find the inpiration... and ofc I had to edit it... but now I am dying x,3
See you next time everyone!
Please be carefull and take care of yourself! Close description
This song was in my head for a long time. So I finally decided to edit it! And oh potato. But hey, hey and hello! Those last months have really a big impact on me. I finally decided to break my overthinking and finally edits a right vents and just talk about this. Like, no one knows what might happen tomorrow. So I could also just wrote what I have in mind. I am really exhausted and I hate how everything is breaking more and more lately. Like WORLD CAN I FIX ONE THING AND BE HAPPY ABOUT IT FOR A MORE THEN A SECOND!? I am not strong... really I can't handle all this shit you bring towards me. I am tired.
So yeah I am tired, mad how my live is going lately but also relieved because many stressfull events ended (like Uni, roomates, toxic friends) For now... I really don't see myself well... And no not because of my eye sight... It's just... I really hate myself. For me I am just ugly creature... dirty, disgusting one. No matter what I will do in future... I will not clean my past... and that's terrfied me.
BUT OH WELL! ABOUT EDIT! The scene with Geto and Gojo (let's not talk how absolutely this ship destroy me) but it remind me, how much even the closest people around you don't noticed how much you stuggle. And struggle with decisions. How much you already though about thousand others choices, ways. BUT THEY NOTICED A MOMENT YOU FINALLY DECIDED TO MOVE ON AND DO YOUR WAY! THEY SUDENLY COMING BACK TO YOU AND ARE LIKE "HOW DARE YOU!?! EXPLAIN YOUR BEHAVIOUR!?!? YOU'RE MONSTER FOR BEHAVING LIKE THAT!"
...
You're shitty friend if you ever made your friend feel like something worse... or monster. ESPECIALLY after they point out many times how shitty they see themself.
Just saying.
ALSO TRUST ME! People giving the signs something is off. Just listen and especially if they are your friend... You will know. Also just respect ofc other people but especially your friends. Don't make them feel like shit. Don't tell them straight away how much you think they suck IF YOU DO EVERYTHING LATER TO KEEP THEM WITH YOU! Ofc with making them feel quilty.. just saying.. IT'S TOXIC!!! (please It took me 2 years to realized in which situation I am.. and I am still trying to heal myself from that relationship)
Also I am talking here about "friends". People who only pretend to be your friends but they are just toxic. Don't worry if you're good! Pat pat.
So yeah... I... I am honestly so impressed by Geto (no not the kiiling part... although... it is what it is) But the way how long he stayed with them all. How long he wanted to find other path. It was not the "I will start to murder tomorrow" No. He though about this. He just wanted the fastest way to make his friends to finally be save. LISTEN IT'S ANIME CHARACTER I CAN DEFEND HIM! If you will come to me and be like "WHAT IF REAL PERSON WOULD DO THIS?" Then I am sorry for you to not see diffrerence between real world and anime. And yeah, sometimes you can't do things in clean gloves. Sometimes you need to become a demon so others might be free and live better lifes then you did. Sometimes demons are needed to destroy the old rules and create a new road for others. Also... I love how this season shows how both of them deal with the Riko thing. I am not saying Gojo is bad friend (I MADE THE EDIT FOR MY VENT!) I absolutely think they both were just too young to survive all this! Thats why I am with Geto! TREAT SORCERESS BETTER BITCHES! I still cry about Haibara p.p Gojo did what he though will be the best! HE TRAIN SO HE WILL NEVER FAIL ANYONE!!! And Geto, did what he though will save others in future. So yeah... I absolutely love them. And I cry so hard p.p
Thank you for dealing with me p.p Enjoy the edit!
Now... I need to go to sleep... as always I fuck my sleep schedule... I just sudenly find the inpiration... and ofc I had to edit it... but now I am dying x,3
See you next time everyone!
Please be carefull and take care of yourself! Close description