ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ
Description: " ʙᴇᴇɴ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴ' ꜰᴏʀ ᴀ ɴᴏɴ-ᴍᴀᴛᴇʀɪᴀʟ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ꜱᴏᴏɴ ᴀꜱ ɪ ꜰɪɴᴅ ɪᴛ, ɪ'ʟʟ ʙᴇ ꜰᴜᴄᴋɪɴ' ɪᴛ ᴜᴘ (ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ɪᴛ ᴜᴘ) ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ ᴀɪɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴇꜱꜱ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴏꜰᴛᴇɴ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ "
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Hello! I might delete it tomorrow or something. I have no idea. If I will forget about it I will leave it x,3 But yeah... I am not sure if I like this edit... but for Kazutora and Baji I will try to upload it. Sorry if it's not too good. And also I might delete it you don't have to comment it!
It's far from what I wanted to achieved and I have mix feelings about it. Wasn't sure even if to upload it. But right now I don't trust at all my feelings so I guess I just don't like anything I am creating at this point. Especially edits. What it's stupid because I love creating them but I am not as good as I wish to be. And I know to be good I need to train so I am doing it... but it's still not what I would like to achieved. So I am going crazy p.p
Honestly I feel shitty uvu I am right now with Ariel at the bottom of sea with my mental state uvu And I am tired of how... how no matter what I do or how much I might try to work on myself it's never enough. People come and go... And it's fine. I am just a potato after all. But it's painfull when someone gives you hope for being really close and later just break it uvu haha... or saying you can trust them and show yourself to them and later they use this againts you uvu HAHAHA... Funny. I though I am better with what happened in last months but honestly I feel still shitty and everytime I come back to this moments and can't shake horrible feelings I still have.
So yeah... I heard this song today and decided right away to focus on this. At the end I was close to cry because of all emotions this song brings me... What can I say. I am weak uvu ... But yosh... It is what it is.
Also I really want to edit more edits... I am really sad how little I edit lately and how my inspo just dissapear... It's pathetic... I hope I can change it. But honestly I doubt it. So hah...
Hope you can enjoy it even if it's meh uvu
See ya maybe next time!
FANART SOURCES:
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/94275688
https://twitter.com/moriori1113/status/1652303513165393921/photo/1
https://twitter.com/6_enjiro/status/1423649127838093319/photo/3
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/94540163
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/101972657
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/90012090
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/89508104
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/98832929
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/90575085
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/91309587
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/92333149
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/97625375#1 Close description
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Hello! I might delete it tomorrow or something. I have no idea. If I will forget about it I will leave it x,3 But yeah... I am not sure if I like this edit... but for Kazutora and Baji I will try to upload it. Sorry if it's not too good. And also I might delete it you don't have to comment it!
It's far from what I wanted to achieved and I have mix feelings about it. Wasn't sure even if to upload it. But right now I don't trust at all my feelings so I guess I just don't like anything I am creating at this point. Especially edits. What it's stupid because I love creating them but I am not as good as I wish to be. And I know to be good I need to train so I am doing it... but it's still not what I would like to achieved. So I am going crazy p.p
Honestly I feel shitty uvu I am right now with Ariel at the bottom of sea with my mental state uvu And I am tired of how... how no matter what I do or how much I might try to work on myself it's never enough. People come and go... And it's fine. I am just a potato after all. But it's painfull when someone gives you hope for being really close and later just break it uvu haha... or saying you can trust them and show yourself to them and later they use this againts you uvu HAHAHA... Funny. I though I am better with what happened in last months but honestly I feel still shitty and everytime I come back to this moments and can't shake horrible feelings I still have.
So yeah... I heard this song today and decided right away to focus on this. At the end I was close to cry because of all emotions this song brings me... What can I say. I am weak uvu ... But yosh... It is what it is.
Also I really want to edit more edits... I am really sad how little I edit lately and how my inspo just dissapear... It's pathetic... I hope I can change it. But honestly I doubt it. So hah...
Hope you can enjoy it even if it's meh uvu
See ya maybe next time!
FANART SOURCES:
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/94275688
https://twitter.com/moriori1113/status/1652303513165393921/photo/1
https://twitter.com/6_enjiro/status/1423649127838093319/photo/3
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/94540163
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/101972657
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/90012090
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/89508104
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/98832929
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/90575085
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/91309587
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/92333149
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/97625375#1 Close description