ɪ'ᴍ ᴍᴇꜱꜱ

Description: Hey, hey and hello!
Damn... It's been so long since I upload amv here... And even more the vent. It is what it is I guess?
Well give me a moment because I don't know how to do this anymore x,3

So... hah... last months? Were honestly shity. AND I FUCKING MEAN SHITTY! I don't even want to think about them anymore but honestly it's still in my brain rotting... I hate all the stuff that happened. I got left by people, betrayed by close friends and god damn dumped more then I can count... Like... I hate how much I had to beg for love. And I am sorry but right now I need love so much but I am tired of beging so I can't give mine anymore to anyone. I am sorry but I will for sure go away for a llittle bit. I can't pretend like everything is alright when it's not. I swear I want to dissapear every second but I am holding on for people. It's tiring. I just want this to end. I mean you need to imagine how shitty it is for me to come back here AND ACTUALLY EDIT. Because I don't even enjoy editing anymore.. I feel so shitty at this. And I know that if I would train again and edit more it would be better but I don't have time for that.. and that just makes me sad... and anxiety with the uploading... oh lord...

So please enjoy my baby! I swear they could never make me hate ya! You're amazing!
Now I roll away probably crying my ass of.

Have a beautifull day and take care of yourself! Close description